리틀팍스

To. Bluestar

I don't know WHAT you mean by blowing things up. And to make sure, Relay Week was MY idea. YOU know THAT. "I" suggested the idea of Relay Week, and WE planned all the details. And about Love Slime, you know better than me about those problems. I won't say it in here because it would effect your PUBLICITY that you care SO much about, even selling your OWN friend for it. And that I have to inform you that if YOU are quitting H.M., we CAN'T write H.M. 

I'm very sorry to Perda, but if BLUESTAR QUITS H.M., there is no point whatsoever writing H.M. because the Eliain detectives AREN'T Eliain detectives WITHOUT Hazel. Nobody CAN replace Hazel. I'm very sorry that our very tight friendship with you, Bluestar, me, and Cloud has started to break apart. I thought our friendship would go until we're adults, but without Cloud, I think Bluestar and my friendship is being affected too. 

To. Violetta

I recieved your letter! And sorry about delaying the Friend Acception in Naver. I had been very busy these days with friendships, homeworks, and studies that I haven't been able to visit Naver N things. I'm really sorry T.T

To. Perda

As I said above, if Bluestar quits, we can't write H.M. I'm really sorry, but we can't. We just can't let Hazel quit the Eliain detective stand and start building her own detective stand, leaving Erin and Delia behind. I'm again very sorry...T.T T.T T.T And even if Bluestar joins again, I see it hard that you could join...Cloud and Bluestar are mad at me for making a so FAST choice. So I'll first talk to them, and letter you as soon as possible! I'm again very sorry...T.T 

To. Cloud and Bluestar

We haven't been really close these days. I have to admit that. And I also have to admit that we, are very different. I was once very afraid of being alone again, with no friends, and I am now too. But I can't stand around lying to myself. I am very different from you. But I fear that I am VERY similar with Bluestar, which makes us crash with each other. Bluestar and I am very proud, sorry if I offended Bluestar, and am very jealous sometimes. I confessed that and Bluestar confessed that to me too. But you and I, are very different. Friends are perfect when they aren't verys similar or different, but Bluestar is TOO MUCH similar with me, and you are too different. I fear that we might not be able to be friends when we grow up and have strong personalities. When we were younger, we wasn't very firm to each other, to ourselves. But now that the half of 5th grade has passed, we couldn't get along well. We are growing, and you can't deny that, and so is Bluestar. And as Jo in Little Women said, you, me, and Bluestar had hit a barrier at this moment. But unlike Jo and Laurie, I fear that we won't be able to get over this barrier. I fear that our friendships would be shattered completely. I believe that is because we don't trust each other. Me and Bluestar kind of got along when we confessed out situations to each other, and I felt better. But now, we aren't being true to each other again. Cloud, I'm very sorry that our friendships has nearly ended. And Bluestar, I'm also sorry that I offended you in my letter above. But even if you knew, or not knew, you have offended me greatly in your letters. I believe you didn't meant it, but it hurt so much. I sometimes feared when I read your letters that you hate being friends with me. I hate the idea of being hated by someone. So if you hate being friends with me, just tell me. Not in here, but text me. We aren't very true to each other as I said before, and I think I am not being true to you either. I have made secrets, created barriers, and forced our friendship to this barrier. I don't know how to deal with friends, since I had only two in my whole life of twelve years. And if you want to quit being friends with me, I say this before we aren't friends anymore. I wish you would be a famous author when you grow up. Even if I never mentioned this to you, I'm very jealous of you. You are great at forming stories and laying them as a true story. I can't do that. I always mess up. So before we part forever and go our different paths, I wish you would be a great author some day. And if you do, please, oh please write your name in english as Yerin or Yerui, so I would recongnize you. Before I finish and you and Cloud make your decisions, I wish you two good luck, and to you, I wish you to be a great author someday. I mean it.